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Hey kids, here's what's up.

 

My official stay at Jonathan's house has ended. No worries, it was temporary to begin with. I'll be thankfully couch-surfing here still for another month. Thanks, Jon! And then in October I'll be wonderfully and blissfully moving to Casa de Chaos... A place I knew I was meant to end up all along. :) Thanks, Mickie!!

 

I've had a lot of fun this past weekend, aside from being sick and unproductive for two days. Saturday night was a blast and Sunday was great, too. I truly enjoy all you people. Now I just have to wait for my Liz Poo to get home and then the champagne and girly talk will flow.

 

But now, children, sadly I will be disappearing from view for a while. I start my DUI work program in Woodland tomorrow morning. It'll be Tues-Thursday or Friday 7:30am-3:30pm. Yeah. Emma up during daylight hours, whaaa??? So add in the time that I'll be at work and the time I'll be trying to sleep, and poof! Emma has disappeared!!! It's a necessary and overdue step in the process to reclaiming my post-DUI life. And yes, Patrick, I AM learning my lesson. :)

 

As for the boys and people to whom I may seem sometimes unavailable... I'm sorry. I'm going through a strange and revelational stage in life. For once in my short dating life, I'm not obsessed with dating and sex. Yay! This is a breakthrough for me, and my close buddies can totally understand why. I'm totally down for fun and good times, but nothing serious. "No commitments, no worries" has become my mantra. I want to move and get job things settled and rebuild a regular friend-oriented social life before I consider seeking out my "other half". This doesn't mean that I don't like you a whole bunch. It just means that I don't want a boyfriend. And that's not a reflection on the person in question at all. And as for sex, lately I can really take it or leave it. It's not a driving priority and that's a good thing, I think. Sex is fun but it can also mean drama and hurt feelings sometimes. I dunno... Gah, I'm trying to make this blog of random Emma thoughts make sense, and hopefully it's working.

 

So yes, that is a semi-complete update of the craziness that is going on inside the head of your favorite little Emma bear. (Speaking of Emma Bears... I MISS MY GIRLIE IN FLORIDA!!!!!! Happy birthday, baby!) Hope this has cleared some things up for some people, or maybe I've just taken my lil glitter-covered shovel and dug a few feet deeper in the hole that I sometimes seem to be digging for myself.

 

Questions, comments?

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Guitar Hero

I hope people remember my party for the fun that was had rather than the drama that ensued. I just overreacted to something my roommates said, then overreacted to Jonathan's reaction and basically just got too drunk. I apologize to everyone that saw that fiasco. Meh. I believe that the fun overrides the crazy. 

My personal favorite highlights:
1. The omg-huge amounts of jello shots that were quickly consumed by all
2. Dancing with the chicas to such gay pop artists as Christina Aguilera, Britney Spears and Black Eyed Peas
3. The game of "I'll show you mine if you show me yours"
4. Spin the bottle... Mm... jr. high school games.
5. Michael and Jonathan making out
6. The couch being on fire... How crazy was that?
7. Giving Molly her 1st lapdance
8. Everyone's general drunken insanity

So, to sum up, I had a blast. I can't believe a group of us Sac goths actually played spin the bottle and we all escaped that without drama. Ha ha ha. Thanks to all for the presents, booze, fun, kisses, nakedness and craziness. And thanks for putting up with my drunk ass.

Now it's off to party it up for Tiffany and Tebby's Bday!

Hmm, yes... So, I have moved. Sort of, anyway. I live at a new house but all my stuff has yet to travel the distance. Soon though, soon. My birthday is in a few days and it's not really exciting. It's a pretty lame birthday. 20. Whoopee. Anyway, I'm having a party and I hope it goes well.
I've also started to embrace the single life. I've decided to run screamingly away from relationships for a while and see if that makes life better. I live with an ex and there are a couple of people that I'm interested in getting to know. I think that's enough boys for a while. Ha ha.

I'm bored... Chatting with an old friend who hates me. Good times. 

My brother left today for tour with his new band The Hoods. He went from being a clerk at Rite Aid and not in a band, to auditioning and getting hired and going on tour as a full time drummer in 3 days. I am so proud of him. I know this had been a dream of his and now it's being realized. That's so awesome. Way to go, Zack!!!

I guess that's all the news for now.

Hey everyone,

I'm bored... I will be moving this weekend to my summer home, and then off to the oblivion in September. Woo hoo, temporary housing! Yeah!

Ha ha, anyway, today was a day of tedious packing and interesting feelings of farewell. I feel sad about leaving Brandon's house... It's yet another feeling of relationship failure and yet it's an opening of a new chapter of life. Goodbye rushed-into-relationships and hello to a new era of independance and freedom.

Wish me well on my craziness of insane moving and starting over. These should be interesting times....

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Guns and Roses

So, apparently everyone but me is on LJ. Isn't having a myspace blog enough? ha ha. Anyway, I guess this is a different sort of forum. Prepare to be illuminated. This will be, I suppose, a real sort of journal, rather than my myspace blog that I rarely ever write in. Oh, and if people recognize my pic but are confused by my username... here's an explanation. My friend Liz and I have nicknames for when we do silly stuff... We call them our "fuck-shit-up alter-egos". She's Markie Nightmare and I'm Tokyo Nelson.

So, an update. I'm moving this weekend. Finally! Out ot Brandon's house and... oddly enough, into Jonathan's. It's only temporary, as he and I will be quick to tell you. Apparently I figure getting out of one ex's house and moving into another ex's house is a good idea? Hm... Anyway, it should be fun. Jonathan and I are great friends and as long as it doesn't get awkward, I'll be happy and settled for the summer. After that, who knows. I aim to find a good living situation and a great new job once September comes. I'm dreading the move, but not being a burden on Brandon anymore will be nice.

Today in general was pretty bland... Hung out with Liz for a minute, watched some TV, tried to get my cat Pepe adjusted to his new home... Bino came over for a bit and had some wine. Poor guy had to work hella early so the night ended after a while. But it was definately good conversation. Good times, good times. Tomorrow is work... lame... but money is necessary to feed the wine and cigarette fund. Sigh.

Well, I'm off to watch the last half of Encino Man. Yeah, gay, I know. But I really love Pauly Shore. :)

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: New Order